Time is changing, do I need to?
By Praval on Feb 3, 2008 in Journey
Edited( on request):
There are times when you feel life has come to a halt. One such feeling is down here bothering me for no good reason, or may be a lot of them. Pondering into thoughts of wisdom (that’s what I call them!) leads me to middle-of-nowhere. Willing to fight hard for things that are just not under one’s control. 100 odd things come up in a jiffy and then pass on, making an adverse impact on the living.
Life has been full of hurdles. Today, looking down and looking up makes a symmetry out of my life. I can’t go down, tha’ts against my rules and It’s tough to look up, as I can see nothing but an unknown horizon. I have no options but to take a leap. One step at a time, towards a goal where I shall reach in my own good way, in my own good time.
Can’t just things change? All of a sudden? Either this way or the other way round? May be, I am a bit too far fetched but this is how it is and this is how it hurts. I lately realized that there are things which just don’t kill you but do everything else to mark a burn!
I somehow have developed a feeling that a countdown for departure has begun. Departure from this rosy world, if at it is an illusion. If it’s not, then why can’t I hold it? Why can’t I feel it when I wish to and see it when my eyes are tired and wet? Aren’t these symptoms enough to prove it to be an illusion? If not, come and challenge me. Come and prove it. Let me see it, feel it and hold it.
UPDATE: “Do not let someone become a priority in your life, when you’re just an option in his/her’s.”
while browsing net came across dis block of urs.i must admit its really interesting!!no one on dis planet cud ever imagine in one’s wildest dreams, dat a computer geek like u cud have oder side of ur personality!! after reading dis block of urs ,i can only suggest dat, life is to live!!u sound a bit sad…BE OPTIMISTIC!! DONT LOSE HEART!!got to go now as m in hurry.bye.. and be cheerful!!!
jiya | Feb 13, 2008 | Reply
hm..sumtyms,in ur life u just need to ‘stand’ upright..no matter if you are looking down or up..!
as..sumthings in our life go unreturned n some come unasked as wel..!
hard to think (+) whn ur low,bt i guess one hs to pass these dark shades to understand d imprtance f bright ones’..illusions sorround evry1 at sum point f tym but creating reality out f tat is ‘LiFE’..
u need to ‘grow’ with the changing tym..thts it..
‘har kissi ko muqammal jahaan nahi milta..’ says et ol..!
Very nice post..
stay happie..!
Manvi Gupta | Feb 16, 2008 | Reply
@ Manvi: I agree to your thoughts and thank you for your words dear! Its actually finding the way out of nowhere! But yes, remember, each one gets his muqammal jahan, sooner or later!
Praval Singh | Feb 17, 2008 | Reply
@ jiya: Thanx a lot for your words. Geeks too are human down under. May be I am more of a geek but yes, sometime or the other in life, something hurts you down there. But I am happy now! My next post would reveal more
Praval Singh | Feb 17, 2008 | Reply
“one’s real life is so often the life that one does not lead to”
its hard to swallow but yes its very true,equally applicable to the practical life which one leads, no matter how many illusions and fancies one merges into.
Not reality but illusions make life visible beyond horizions, which actually give immense pleasure,but then all good things are inducements to life,even that good book written to attack life.Its the most felt pain of life to resist oneself from reading it,going deep into its thought,making it a mean of extracting fiction.encountering such fictions is life and one has to accept it anyhow.
Just hold on your breath,explore things out of other things,show this world the difference with your presence and this will give real pleasure to your life, more than these illusions did.
and dear you need not change at all….
as when it is not necessary to change,it is necessary not to change.Change your leaves ,keep intact your roots.
LIVE HAPPY.
lost somewhere | Feb 19, 2008 | Reply
@lost somewhere: Thanks for your advices and wishes. But somehow, a reason can’t justify the consequences. Since you’re the reason, I would not expect any advices from you, atleast. What is illusion for you and what makes a reality out of you, I have no clues. But for me I was a fool. Hence, no more advices from “lost somewhere”… Thanx for everything. God bless. Amen!
Praval Singh | Feb 25, 2008 | Reply